Well, It’s official. I am now, once again, a NYC resident.
It’s the first day of a new month, I have my deposit back, and the keys have been returned.
I suppose there is no turning back now!! (Not that I really could fathom that idea. I really don’t want anything else in this world right now, than to be with Jimmy, except possibly to be with less of his stuff.)
It’s been a surprising turmoil of emotion this past month, and I am so relieved to have it over with. Words can not do it justice. No matter the happy emotions and thoughts that come with the new situation, there is always going to be something a little sad about ending chapters of our life. Regardless. Don’t you agree?

Now, don’t get me wrong. I seem to be an expert at ending chapters of my life by now. I did it in 2004, again in 2007 and now in 2010. I’m wondering what 2013 will bring for me. ;) The crazy things a girl can imagine for an open ended question like that. And then there is reality. That life really, really, really can’t be mapped out. Regardless of our dreams, efforts or intentions. I’m a natural fence sitter. I believe, that we do have input into our destiny, and the correct choices are required, but it is completely impossible for us to have control over it. Life isn’t a scientific experiment, there are too many variables.

Love and Peace
Nif

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